The Expression of Thoughts

void

Empty.

Its empty.

A empty shell.

A shell with nothing.

A shell missing something

That something.

A feeling.

Feelings experienced.

You have it.

Can i take a peek into ur heart?

show it to me,

_ _ _ _

P.S. The heart with a void

Saturday, January 30, 2010 11:11 PM

Stress-free

Finally it is over!!!!

CSAS interview is over!!

DDCT quiz is over!!!

Bpharm quiz is over!!!!

Mbio lab report is over!!

Next to come is DDCT's informed consent liao

Finally can dota stress-free. WOOTS

P.S. China girl's hair

Friday, January 29, 2010 7:21 PM

mixpod

Woots, finally my music player is back. Mixpod is fixed!!!!

I stone sometimes and everytime i get the same reply from others. "Why so emo?" Is stoning emo? Is staring at the clouds emo? Is observing passersbys emo? I also duno. The mind will go blank at times so i just stare into blank space.

That monkey go cut bangs and today saw her "china bangs" when bpharm lec was over. I ji tao laugh out la. Look sumore, i see similarity between her and solana lolz. Its cute la so you can stop staring into ur reflection and making your hair like every 5 mins.

Ck suddenly ask me out for supper. Weird. I go alot of stuff to do now so cant make it. PS arh. If friday got dinner or something i will go one!

P.S. The rain can hide our tears

Wednesday, January 27, 2010 9:54 PM

This few days keep playing dota with the dota-gang. Nth better to do.

Bpharm tut test postpone, FTW. Sian la i wanted to get it over with den i go time to do CSAS portfolio and study DDCT and finish up the mbio report. Now everything crap into thur and fri. Screw it.

MSN as usual like nobody talking one. All busy, away and especially APPEARING OFFLINE. Like wth hell la, u appear offline den use MSN for wad?

In a dream,

i just keep falling.

If only you didn't let go of my hand

If only....

P.S. Birds of the same feathers flock together. Are there chameleon birds?

12:09 AM

A scene

Together,

looking for that field.

Sleeping,

side by side,

with the caressing wind.

I'll turn,

whispering into your ears...

All this,

under the brilliant moon,

under a river of stars.

P.S. Its only a dream afterall

Saturday, January 23, 2010 11:54 PM

Need

I am kinda relieved since the test for this week are over. Still have mct and mbio stuff to do. Group so abit mafan.

Today talk with Care Person abt GPA. Gotta work hard liao. Aiming A's if not at least a B+. For those of you out there, mus work hard also!

Somethings i just stare out the window, looking at the clouds. I also duno y but i just like looking at the sky. It feels so wide and free. The clouds are all so white and pure. The occasional birds which fly pass. The breeze in your hair, blowing the clouds away. Relaxing

P.S. Loving in Silence - Sunflower

Friday, January 22, 2010 12:18 AM

Cured(half)

Finally no more fever. Left cough only.

Leck Hui finished her IVP. Grats!

Bpharm test over. Woots. Now is mbio =(

P.S. I dun belong in that society

Thursday, January 21, 2010 10:11 AM

A slower pace

Still hovering around 37.5

Went to sch to take mct prac test, do ddct and ddct presentation. Very tired till i just kinda doze off while laying on the table at concourse. So tired now, duno shld study for test or just rest so that i can get well.

"Bang...." Leck Hui still does tt to me at times. I just stone there. Duno how to reply. Maybe i shld "Bang...." back at her some time

Slowing my pace

Taking a stroll.

Along the walkway.

The trees rustle.

The breezy wind.

A step at a time.

Looking at clouds.

The blue sky.

A warm hand.

Out of nowhere.

A familiar feel.

Its just ....

.... just her

P.S. The little things you do to show you like him

Monday, January 18, 2010 8:55 PM

Aint going anywhere

Still sick, alrdy 3rd day. The meds are like temporary one lor. Take den temp drop, den go back up again. ZZZ how to study for the test. Tml got prac test, ddct presentation. I confirm die =(

P.S. My immune system SUCKS

Sunday, January 17, 2010 8:50 PM

Anti

-Blank-

P.S. True nature revealed

Saturday, January 16, 2010 8:46 PM

HIGH

Omg, went to sch and was not feeling good alrdy. Lesson end i ji tao walk out of LT den go back home. Slept for awhile den i took my temp. Holy cow lor 38.5 degrees. First time my temp go up so high. The monkey called and cheered me up. Thnx monkey =)

Tml got talk and quiz how? Maybe i just chiong den faster go home and rest bah. Later will measure temp again den see how.

P.S. Benedict say i cough like wan to die alrdy =(

Friday, January 15, 2010 7:17 PM

Just now had OLTC interview. Thought it was quite ok.

Suey suey nv tio own ppl =(

Haiz! come back home i cough non stop, like infected liao. Just now in sch all cough here and there. Got ulcer and i think gona sore throat too. I'm not getting enuff sleep also =(

Tml csas mock interview. GG =(

P.S. These few days is =(

12:27 AM

Plans

Thur 6pm, interview for week 0 OL. GG.COM!!! Duno can make it anot. Just anyhow whack, dun wan holiday sian sian one.

Wed. Stayed back to watch Team Mary play captain's ball. They got 3rd place, grats. The match with melissa was so rough pls. End up fall down, cramp, scratches, cuts and blisters. U all better go and rest well, ESPECIALLY LECK HUI. Got table tennis IVP competition sumore, can die alrdy.

Previously on Tues, DDCT had pop quiz. I dare to say i can get 0 for tt test pls. Totally unexpected and din to routine revision. Today bpharm + mct quiz. Bpharm tut was omg, she was like throwing daggers at each of us. I told ben she is now the Terminator. MCT quite ok la. Come out only candy complain this and that, duno how she study one -.-

Tml mbio tut quiz. Duno got tut worksheet anot or just go tut for the quiz.

P.S. Whispering into your ear....

Thursday, January 14, 2010 12:23 AM

To a secret

The stuff below was done on the spot and did it in like 3 mins? A secret....

I've realised i know nth.

Nth about you.

Nth about your condition,

pains and worries.

I know nth about you,

your likes and dislikes

I wan to look in to the heart,

hear the soul speak.

I'll wipe that tear of yours.

I'll wipe out your sorrows.

For it's the best a friend can do,

to bring you to a field of flowers,

to capture your smile....

P.S. It doesnt rhym but yeah....

Monday, January 11, 2010 9:02 PM

Mount A Hospital

Went to novena to meet up with Manlin and Cliff. Went up and took a shuttle bus to Mount Alvernia Hospital to visit Sok Leng who has been hospitalized due to a very very painful headache. Went there and got a little lost but managed to find the ward. Surprising to see Ms Hor there and started to chat a little. Brought fruits and a Sunflower for her. Her CCA frens also came to visit her. Tml is Wayne, Candy, Xinyi and Lecks turn to visit her. After tt went to junction8 there and ate chicken rice. First time see white chicken the skin like almost no fat. Quite nice!

Get well soon Sok Leng =)

On the other hand, i was thinking a little while playing pokemon on my psp and taking bus 88 with benedict. The bus reached hougang and reminded me of some memories. Going to hougang to sing K and while having dinner, playing around with each other legs below the table. Waiting at the busstop which something happen. Tonning at ppl's hse and going cycling from changi to east coast, have lunch and den go back. I wished we could do this kind of stuff once more. Just once more.

P.S. It almost seems out of a movie. A scene with you and me.

Saturday, January 09, 2010 11:25 PM

A birdy post

When i reach home i realised how noisy it was outside my hse after i bathed. A Olive Black Sunbird couple (1st) was defending its nest against a Light-vented Bulbul. The sunbird was like half the size of the bulbul but still it was chirping so "bravely"

My mum told me that the sunbird has came back to our kaffir lime tree (which nv once bore fruits) to build their nest. It has been years since the first nesting took place. It started i think like when i was in sec 3? I think maybe the baby sunbirds comes back to nest and the next generation takes over at the same nest, who knows?

P.S. A twised rainbow lollipop sweet

Friday, January 08, 2010 5:04 PM

Team Mary

Help Ms Shahedah make the wheel of fortune. More like wheel of "misfortune" like she said. So crappy, punch hole den fail. The wheel ended up like chapalang. Hope it works well tml during the TP open hse.

After doing tt, went over to the basket ball court to see how the girl's "Team Mary" was doing for their captains ball match. First thing is Candy a.k.a clumsy girl told me tt she kena knock by soccer ball in the head! Omg la, she still can laugh like a 笨蛋, haiyo..... Was late due to the wheel of "misfortune" so only got to watch their 3rd match. Seriously, it was like a walk in the park. The other team kena thrashed like wad. Good job Team Mary. Next is to beat tt bitchy loudspeaker. GOOD LUCK

"Dinner" at 10+ at central foodcourt with esther. Ate porridge, FTW.

P.S. 爱在心里口难开

Thursday, January 07, 2010 12:47 AM

The edge

Kao eh. Today the wisdom tooth so weird. Come out with this same edge den keep poking my gum. Now the gum like bruising, ouch.

Guys had soccer and won 3rd place. Next year will be the champions!! Grats anyway.

Girls captain's ball match tml. I think they having training today. Hope they can win. Not a great start with so many of them down with flu and stuff. =(

GOOD LUCK GIRLS

P.S. I care you. You care me.

Tuesday, January 05, 2010 10:33 PM

Its complicated

Why problems? Why stress? Why why's?

We are complicated. We think too much. We consider.

There's a thing which we abandon. Innocence.

We once had it when we were young.

P.S. Simplicity

Sunday, January 03, 2010 11:10 PM

An awful creation.

LOVE?